[depressed]

I knew my happiness wouldn't last. It didn't even last over a week. Things were going swimmingly and now everything is turning into a big pile of poop.

The biggest concern I have is that my laptop has shot. It won't even turn on. My charger was kind of broken and I needed a new battery because the charger wouldn't charge it, and now.. here I am with a computer that won't even turn on now. A new charger will cost me $125 and a new battery will cost me $100. Is it even worth it to spend that kind of dough on a computer I've had for almost 3 years now? It's had so many problems and I've spent $200 dollars on a new battery and charger last year.. I feel like I should just save up and buy myself a new one but with what money?

Now, my dogs teeth are rotting out of his head. I am taking him to Dr.Means (the best vet in town) and he is cleaning them. I need to update all of his shots and have his humongous nails trimmed down. There is another $100 down the drain.

My other animal stepped on a cactus and infected his foot so I waited at Dr.Means office from 8:30 to 11:30 just so he could tell me that he needs to sedate him and cut out a piece of cactus. There goes another $50. Yay for my life.

And then David needed to go to work by 10:45 and we were still at the vet. So, I was begging all of my friends for ANYONE to pick me up and didn't get a single response back. I called everyone, left text messages and got nothing. So.. I had to give up my wait in line to take David to work, only to arrive and my spot be taken by someone else... So I had to wait another 45 minutes before I could even SEE the vet. Life is awesome!

I just can't get ahead. I know there are people worse off than me right now but I can't help but feel down in the dumps.

There is a million and one things I need to do, including seeing the doctor myself for these awful cramps I'm getting on my right ovary. Lets hope I don't have a horrible cyst that is about to explode.

I have Oz back and he will not stop peeing all over everything, pooping on the carpet and barking so loud that the neighbors are complaining. Why does my life suck so bad right now?

I hate all of this right now.